At the intersection of two different triggers last week, I let myself sink into my darkened bedroom and cloudy thoughts.
I pulled the curtains across the brightness of the afternoon and climbed into my bed.
I wrapped the sheet and blankets around me tight.
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Several days ago I threw a glass at the floor and shattered it....
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Last week I was sitting in a session with my psychologist when he said,
"You should commit suicide if you don't feel worthy."
My jaw didn't drop open (uh, I was too busy being polite), but the shock did hit me so that I blinked several times wondering if those words had actually come out of his mouth.